Keeping secrets is normal around Christmas but some are meant to be talked about. Jonah and Evan learn that the hard way when Jonah is tempted to cheat while Evan is hiding his true nature. Each is struggling and trying to figure out what is important to them. But, they are also having to deal with Christmas with Evan’s large family including his cousin’s apparent break-up with his long-time boyfriend. The love that they have towards each other is obvious and the emotional pull of this relationship with take you on a journey full of ups and downs. At only 79 pages, this story is perfect for a few hours of pure pleasure.
Jonah and Evan haven’t talked marriage so when Jonah finds rings in Evan’s desk while looking for tape, he panics. Is he ready for this big of a step? What should he do? He decides to make a list, kind of like a sexual bucket list. Jonah doesn’t see Evan going along with most of the things on the list so what should he do? Evan isn’t sure what is going on with his live-in boyfriend. He’s acting strange. But, when he finds a list of things that Jonah wants to explore and then learns that he’s updated his dating profile, Evan knows he has to do something or he’s going to lose Jonah. With neither man talking to the other about important things, something has to change and fast.
Blindfolds. Handcuffs. Submission.
There's so much Jonah Kendrick hasn't tried, and so much he wants to explore. But just before Christmas he finds a ring box in his boyfriend's desk. Jonah panics. He loves Evan and their sex is hot, but how can Jonah be ready for forever, when there are so many items on his Naughty Bucket List? Desires that might drive Evan away.
Evan's noticed Jonah has been distant. His usually talkative and cheerful boyfriend is preoccupied. The seemingly straitlaced Evan stumbles across Jonah's wish list of sexual kinks, and Evan realizes he may not have to hide his true nature from Jonah after all. The Dom in him wants to see Jonah on his knees, begging, submitting, but Evan isn't sure Jonah's ready to accept what being Evan's sub would mean.
The two lovers must figure out how to share their hidden desires with each other before their secrets permanently damage their love.