Most romance novels these days are not written about reality, so when it is presented in such a real light, many will reject it unless the readers’ can see it for what it is, a real look within the heart of real women and why they react and choose as they do. In this novel, Danielle Steel introduces us to a mother and two daughters whom we watch choose men that they view as desirable, while overlooking their shortcomings.
Victoria is the child her “perfect” parents were not expecting. They wanted a boy, she was a girl, they wanted a perfect child, and she was chubby and looked nothing like either parent. The topic readers will confront in this novel is the difference between perfection as it is seen by society, and the real perfection from within a person’s character and morals. While Victoria may not be the image society has of perfection, the reader is taken on a specific ride by which we discover that her parents were the imperfect ones while Victoria was the best part of them.
This novel challenges the readers to reexamine their definition of what is perfect and what is flawed. This is a difficult thing to evaluate since many of us are the ones with the incorrect perspectives and judgments, I feel that I have learned to ask the right questions now and realize that as parents we do have the exclusive right to either make or destroy our children’s self-image and worth. Read this novel and make up your own conclusion.
Original Review Date: 2010-10-13
In this heartfelt and incisive new novel, Danielle Steel celebrates the virtues of unconventional beauty while exploring deeply resonant issues of weight, self-image, sisterhood, and family.
A chubby little girl with blond hair, blue eyes, and ordinary looks, Victoria Dawson has always felt out of place in her family, especially in body-conscious L.A. Her father, Jim, is tall and slender, and her mother, Christina, is a fine-boned, dark-haired beauty. Both are self-centered, outspoken, and disappointed by their daughter’s looks. When Victoria is six, she sees a photograph of Queen Victoria, and her father has always said she looks just like her. After the birth of Victoria’s perfect younger sister, Gracie, her father liked to refer to his firstborn as “our tester cake.” With Gracie, everyone agreed that Jim and Christina got it right.
While her parents and sister can eat anything and not gain an ounce, Victoria must watch everything she eats, as well as endure her father’s belittling comments about her body and see her academic achievements go unacknowledged. Ice cream and oversized helpings of all the wrong foods give her comfort, but only briefly. The one thing she knows is that she has to get away from home, and after college in Chicago, she moves to New York City.
Landing her dream job as a high school teacher, Victoria loves working with her students and wages war on her weight at the gym. Despite tension with her parents, Victoria remains close to her sister. And though they couldn’t be more different in looks, they love each other unconditionally. But regardless of her accomplishments, Victoria’s parents know just what to say to bring her down. She will always be her father’s “big girl,” and her mother’s constant disapproval is equally unkind.
When Grace announces her engagement to a man who is an exact replica of their narcissistic father, Victoria worries about her sister’s future happiness, and with no man of her own, she feels like a failure once again. As the wedding draws near, a chance encounter, an act of stunning betrayal, and a family confrontation lead to a turning point.
Behind Victoria is a lifetime of hurt and neglect she has tried to forget, and even ice cream can no longer dull the pain. Ahead is a challenge and a risk: to accept herself as she is, celebrate it, and claim the victories she has fought so hard for and deserves. Big girl or not, she is terrific and discovers that herself.